la velas

i feel gooddddddddddd!!!!!!!cleaned up around the house,watched a couple of movies,and went to la velas.oh yeah,finally got tired of wimping out,it was free,tonight so did not have any excuses.plus it helped that i put the radio on to the clubs live broadcast.YES<they asked me for my id,made me feel simply wonderful,even though i think they did it for everyone,i will take what i can get,hahaha.plus,i had talked to wife earlier and her being in a good mood,made my day better.sooooooooooo,i go in head to the rock and roll part and just relaxed,band was ok,and there were a few older people,as spinakers is closed till next month,so like,where else to go right.stood by a table and did,sorry to embarrass you,my shuffling around the table while listening to the music.after the first set checked out the main room,which was pumping with sound and fairly good crowd,on the dance floor.there was this one girl,kinda plain and rather big,having a great time just dancing by herself,and she was doing a good job of it too.so after watching her and the room,i went to have a smoke out side.dont you know it,some people i had known from stetsons and such,came up and said hi,told me they were glad to see me still out and about.we talked for a little bit about work and such then i went back in.i went over to the area by the dj and just enjoyed the show for about half an hour or so,slowly the music was penetrating my mind and my shoes,hahaha.i am listening to the same radio station now,kinda wish i had stayed,but it was late enough for me.so i DANCED,and it was awesome,i did not get on the floor,i worry that some girl might try to dance with me,and then i must confess,i just feel stupid.STOP LAUGHING,its true.so anyway what a blast.i did recieve some attention from others,but it was all complimentary,so no problem,and yes i did enjoy that,so there.so it was pretty good,cost me about 6 dollars for 3or 4 hours of entertainment,ran into people i had not seen in awhile,and finally got out of myself.one think i did notice about myself was i did enjoy just being there,i was more relaxed,and did not feel as if i had to put on a show,i did not dance a lot,but it was nice feeling the freedom to just cut loose and enjoy.the fact that people were pretty nice did not hurt either,so thats about it,except i forgot to go to wal mart to buy that other book,but there's always tomorrow.feels good having nothing but positive energy,so will catch you on rebound,later and do you feel the love,me.