it is funny,the guilt i feel when i have not posted in awhile,i know few read,even fewer follow,however i think its kinda like a diary that i keep forgetting to fill in.leaving gaps in mylife even if they are retained in my mind. emotional symphonies,that is the part i cannot truly describe,lost in the humdrum grey landscape of my daily existence.soooooooooo,lets proceed..
facebook,ahhhh,what an enigma,truly a story unto itself.cnbc,and almost all financial outlets trying to figure that one out,me i am simply glad i did not invest,but i am looking forward to doing so in the future.well,after i get back on my feet anyway,still trying to play catch up but the light is definately getting brighter.adjnd yes,i was just wishing i had that dragon speaking program,i can never keep my thoughts in line while typing,i am so slow,heheheehe.now with dragon i could make your head spin,well with it and my quirky way of thinking,hahaha.i am having fun watching te progress of my stocks in the nasdaq,and of couse listening to mad money on cnbc.practically all i watch now,cnbc,so thats a positive,i recollect when i stopped watching any financial news due to the kroger thing,loss of belief in financial world and the flat out bad news all were projecting.i personally feel that the economy is not doing that well,actually faltering to a certain extant and thies is based on conversations i have with customers in stores i work in ,or strangers i happened to engage in conversation.i do believe it will improve but in order for real growth,the goverment is going to have to start dealing with real unemployment numbers,retrain people,and after training give business an incentive to hire these people.then the companies,should make available,in house training,or schooling so yhose that do which to achieve higher goals may do so.i also realize that this requires an investment by corpporate,but feel they could benefit by requiring the people to work for a minimumn amount of time for the company.this could also bring back the idea of company loyalty,and the desire to enhance our own work places profits.kinda like the japanese,or as in old the way craftsman guilds worked.now this s just off the top of my head,so please,if you read this and dont agree,dont get all silly,we do live in the good ole usa,freedom of speech and ideas you know,or so they say.oh and see what i mean from f /b to our economy,looo.
yes,i have missed you.that after leaving to do the laundry and pick up scotty,i miss you every day thinking of you in some way,your smile,how i feel when i see you,so many things bring up thoughts of you and sometimess its just the knowledge that you are out there,not anywhere near,or probably not even on your mind,but you are enfolded to my being like an inner part of me.sometimes boldly,and at other times,like the soft scent of perfume after the wearer is gone,a tickle of joy and love in my mind.
back to the real world hehehehe,ok the lawn looks terrible!!!!!!mower is in the shop and will be getting it out this week,yeahhhh.i also ran into an old friend ,noah who told me he would help me put in an irrigation pump and redo the irrigation system,soooo its getting better!!!!!!!!!!!now just have to do that this week also and maybe,just maybe i can come up with some extra work to do the pond.life,its little challenges,they are fun,at least to this optomist,now if i can get the wife to chill at bingo,we would be straight.until the next thing arose.there is always some situation that arises,but imagine how boring life wo0uld be with out them,duhhhhh,no fun for me,for sure,hehheheh.
NEXT!!!!!!!!!!! jsut having fun,combat arms,my game full of people,that i did not realize really misssed me,this crazy guy has been overwhelmed by the outpouring of emotion from his fellow gamers.sometimes,in our lives we underestimate the effect we have on our space of world.per sae,c/a and the gaming communty ,i have always enjoyed playing the game ,the people i have met in game and have been humbled by the reaction from those that have missed my companionship in the game.being un affiliated with any clan and just enjoying the company of others,i was rermiss in not informing others of my decision to take a sabbatical..i can only hope that i will be more thoughtful of others,in the internet world,then i was previously.it is amazing how the internet has brought us closer,while sometimes we,rather i,think we have no
base there,yet it is not a computer we socialize with but the person on the other end of the computer,we are involved with.just goes to show how old i am,hahahahha,but i will be a more thoughtful person in the future.yes,i do love it,people have beeen so nice,inquiring as to my well being,its really,hell it is real life,and some even gave me gifts,now talking about bringing the kid out in me,yipeeeeeee.love,comfort and just anchknoldgement they care about me,not that i am not that great a player just me and that,that is anaward i may never hang up,but one i will always carry within.
it really dosent get much better than this,oh well,one last thing,i realize it will take forever to save the money for another lie detecter test for k5roger so i made a video and maybe that will help get my mind off it,sending it to mr.dillon this week and we will see whats up.ok,now i am done,love to you all and may the blessings of life smile upon you,marino
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