felt good doing for others

an interesting day,of sorts,a little different anyway.no work,slept late,i am blaming it on my e reader,i think it is now attached to my body,hahaha,finished spinward fringe broadcast,by Randolph Lalonde,a really good read and found out it has7 or 8 more books in series,so this could be fun,a series that can keep me going for a week or 2.now i just have to set up a bank card,yukkk,hate thyat stuff,but books are only about 2.00 apiece so that's pretty inexpensive,loving my e reader,and i have started another novel concerning morality,artificial intelligence,god and artificial beings,so lots of room for thought here.yes,one day i willl publish a book of my own,of what genre,autobiography,fantasy,or sci fi.,i havent decided yet,but it will have to wait for me to get dragon speaking,as my typing while improving,is definitely not up to speed with my thoughts.but then what is,hahahah.wife woke me this morning,phone kept going off,unable to ignore,she knows me too well,scotty had a flat tire and after he got tire off could not get high enough to put new wheel on.threw some 4+4 blocks in truck and started out to 79,about a mile from him,he called me to let me know he borrowed a jack from across the street,so followed him home.donna called me back while enroute to house and informed me a neighbor of christines had ,accidently ran over their new dog,so called her and rocky,to no avail,was going to offer to bury dog before grand kids got home,but of course,they did not return call.karma,karma,hope it never catches up to them,but it is what it is.ricky,a friend and someone i work with occasionally,calls me,asking if i had a few bucks for diapers,thank god i just got paid,was broke till yesterday,but when i got there no answer at door,duhhhh,so left money under mat and came home.now i am going to take a nap,lo and behold,lady who owns shed i rent from calls me like 30 mins. later,needs me to move an a/c unit out of shed i used to rent,so up we go and pick up unit,had to have scotty help me as it was too big for one person to move,got that done and came home.i decided i would just wait now see what comes up next,i guess that was it because nothing else occurred.that is kinda funny,as now i was ready for anything,i must admit it made me feel good helping others out and gave me some satisfaction in being needed,irregardless of the reason,life can be funny like that you know,i had a different day planned but this ,though no monetary enrichment,was more valuable to me,indicating a sense of worth to others,doing what i could and helping out.well,scotty has left for Orlando,gonna do his match and try for a space in training in japan,i wish him well,but am concerned on his plans if it dosent work out for him,love the kid to death,just want to see him happy and some kind of plan if it dosent work out.i really cant talk though as my own life,interesting as it has been,shows very little structure,always like a roller coaster,goood times,bad times, definitely few boring times,hahaha.i do wish i had been more financially responsible,ah money,hehehe,but if i have to work more its ok,just will be smarter in the future.i cant wait,it will be a little while yet,learning to budget now,yukk,to start playing the stock market again,for some strange reason,though i did well in past with it,till i started playing with scared money,i have a lot more confidence then when i was doing well with it before,guess it may be it was just a game then,this will be a challenge,which i love.go boy,go boy,oh yeahhhhhhhhhh.scotty being gone,tyhe house will be empty,well except for me,so it should be interesting to keep track of whats up during this period of time.friday,loving it,broke as usual but the w/e always brings a sense of magic with it,no idea of what could occur,and i like that.i really intend to try to do some sales tomorrow,i keep procrastinating,think its more of an insecurity thing about pricing then anything,plus i hate being told its up to corporate,ahhhh,for the good ole days,the reality is if i want to keep doing what i do,i am simply going to have to deal with it,period.its funny i sat down,actually was going to write about dancing this is the only time i have mentioned it,that goes to show,how i am so scatter brained,ah well,there is always next time,hehehehe,told you my typing just cant keep up with my thoughts,but when i get dragon speaking,i bet i wont be able to stop,considering i like to talk so much.well thats a wrap,talk to you later and may there be some love shown to you,for you do deserve to be loved,later,me.